See, my problem is that I don’t want to write right now.
There’s just so much going on my life. Trying to fix a marriage, trying to somehow maintain a weightloss success (read: keep the scale moving in the right direction rather than be stuck at this stupid plateau), and all while keeping up with a 22-month old who thinks she’s invincible.
How do daily bloggers do this??
Sometimes I wish my life wasn’t so screwed up all the time. When all my peers are “making it,” and enjoying the fruits of their labors, I am fighting to stay afloat. Why am I working so hard to start over a relationship where I’m the only one who seems to want to fight for it?
Life just feels so heavy right now. I just want to take a good long nap and wake up next June, someone can tell me if it all worked out or not.
That’s what daily blogging would look like for me right now, and how depressing is that?